Maya ~an illusion|concealing the scars|past wounds

Sometimes the truth gets so vicious that even the blunt side of it is capable of slashing one's soul leaving behind an indelible scar and in order to conceal them we take shelter in MAYA~an illusion . We come up with multiple theories often by highlighting and neglecting some aspects of reality and this is the first step of transcending and reaching the state of psychosis and in that state we think that we have a viselike grip on the situation. Living in MAYA is something like a dopamine burst but as soon as the hormonal effect subsides we find ourselves returning to the same gut wrenching pain and this time the pain is amplified as we start to pity ourselves. Nothing is more destructive than self pity. It's like pricking our wounds again and again and we start getting addicted to pain. Remember the last time you cried? When you were crying you were constantly thinking about those incidents that will make you cry harder. We always crave for more be it happiness or pain, it's human nature and there's no need to be ashamed of it. This forms a continuous cycle and with the completion of each cycle we sink deeper into the darkness but even darkness doesn't mean that demons would be waiting for you in those lonely paths it's just that along those paths the flowers would be still blooming but your vision is ceased all you need to do is to feel. Feel whatever you are going through but don't exaggerate it, feel it the way it is nothing more nothing less. The fragrance would be hitting your nostrils and you'd be craving to see the bright colours but even if the lights are turned on you still need to open your eyes. Angels would not be descending to pick your scattered pieces you need to get up look for your own pieces, fix yourself. Remember He never burdens a soul more that what he could endure. Getting scared seeing the opponent in the battlefield is okay but forgetting your own potential is deadly. Instead of hiding your scars wear them with pride because these scars are the witness of your bravery, that you never gave up, you didn't leave the battle field, you were courageous to face all the odds and most importantly more the number of scars your skins are embedded with, the closer you come to become an invincible warrior.